boredom strikes back! kah3! :p

 Assalamualaikum... anyways, as always, hello 'loyal reader(s)', i am pretty sure that its been quite a while since we last met*tolong la..xda sapa pon mok tau apa bnda aku post dkt sini... jd jgn mengada ya ana..xda org baca pon* ok sdah menyampah dgn intro seciput ni?? sorry2.. heeee

      Boredom got me again and that is probably the reason why i have this sudden urge of writing something on this blog. thanks boredom, you are indeed useful in 'waking' that drive to write.
but I got a problem.. hm.. what to talk about?

     I realised that, I've changed.huh?? hmm maybe.. well motivated bha.. If you do think that I've changed,besides being fattier than the last time you saw me, do tell, face to face, would love to hear it. :) ook.. itu gampang ya.... *ukur BMI again again again.
-intro ni d buat masa dkt U n no room8, no housem8, no class.. ok lifeless kn? no one to talk with.(I mean face to face)..

Life is tougher, but you must be tougher. Keep your head up and don’t let life knock you down.

A bit tricky in real life… Don’t get mad easily…Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind.(*slalu dgr org ckp bgni x?)   so how does the tongue work faster than the brain bcz the brain is the centre of all communication system?or is all about endocrine system but  controlled by the brain.? But I got puzzle here.. "anger" can even be without words/sound! #nmpk x permainan dkt situ? jengjeng..anger can be express by smile too.. naaaahhhh! hm.... 

*flashback.. years ago.. ibu- nnti bila sudah besar panjang sblm buat apa2 fikir dulu.. jgn smpai sakitkan hati org lain.. kadang2 bila orng marah dia xtunjuk dimuka.. kita xtahu.. bila org sakit hati mcm2 dia boleh buat..

info nasihat seciput.. jom explore lg.. wei... sem1 dah hbis.. weeee.. happy... Alhamdulillah xtrhingga kpd Pemilik Ilmu.. stlh result diumum kn.. Alhamdulillah.. tinggl 1 sem lg sblm brgelar senior.. :)
 mai tinjau2 photo sem 1...

 ni masa latihan sblm buat persembahan :) karnival kokurikulum.. *xpyh cri aq dlm tuh, korang xknl aq pon.

 ni masa hari perasmian konvokesyen :) simbolik pelepasan belon dan burung merpati. *merpati? ok aq xingat burung apa ok.. aq hntam jak.. :) belon pink pesar tu dr tangan aku...

 yeah dpt ni dr adek hafiz! adek hafiz ni muka mcm cina..umur dia 7 tahun. mak dia jual bunga konvo masa tu. ala bunga tuk org konvo..yg comel2 bagai tuh :)

 tu kayu yg aku pungut dulu... eh eh! bukan.. ni la riongkoder... :) asal dr turiong dan rekoder barat.. :) bila digabung jdla riongkoder.. percaya @ tidak aku buat ni dlm masa dua jam dlm bengkel. masa tu punya serabai otak. mcm2 masalah yg dtg tiba2... so me pon fokus kn jak kasi siap.. sebab  tidak mahu fikir masalah, conclusion nya FOCUS.. ok.. ni handmade.. hak milik sia.. tersimpan kemas d rumah.. *sila abaikan lapik meja yg buruk..

 haha! ni jalan dpn dewan canselor.. ada crita disebalik gmbr ni.. mai baca crita seciput. *mlm tu aq trtidur lpas maghrib. penat tramat.. n then. dah lewat p klas. naik bas smpai dpn dewan..then jln kaki p dewan kuliah plak.. n guess what?? suppose at that time aq tgh present ok.. stgh jam lmbt. klas start pukul 7. aq smpai on time 7.30.. nasib kwn pndai cover.. then2.. msuk kuliah trus present.. hm.. tp everything will be fine bha kan. as long kita tenang.. alhamdulillah.. present ok.. lecturer pon clap his hand la.. ko ingt dia senang mo clap dia punya tgn?? skali dia membebel.. non-stop wei.. tp best ! rindu mo masuk klas dia..

ok no more ideas to post....bye..
#note
Have faith but understand that faith makes things possible, not easier.

FOREVER ALONE ?? vs unmarried ??

Assalamualaikum :)

dear readers,

    mungkin entry kali ni agak  membosankan. tp bg saya entry ni mmbuatkan saya lebih bnyak berfikir.. harap sedikit sebanyak mmpu mmberi impak positive ya...

 day of 17 out of 365...

 vanue: AK 6262 (hot seat seq #3e)

    very excited wanna go home. I dont even know that my sis booked a hot seat for me. and yeah! 45 minutes which I hope I can top up my sleep after my overnight was cracked! 

 

  :)simple conversation and it took 45 minutes to end. An old man 62 who is suffering from a bladder pain and he just done with his second surgery at Queen Elizebeth Kota Kinabalu few days before. he is talkative. hehehe myb i'm wrong.he is friendly. :D

  complain complain complain... ya la.. pakcik tu suka complain. but i understand. he is suffering and the "hot seats" must be given priority to enter la kan.. tp reality x mcm tuh. first time jg aku ni tengok passenger hot seats mcm x wujud langsung sbb x diberi keutamaan pon.hm... besalah xda yg sempurna..ok next..

  usai pakcik tu luahkan rasa x puas hati... and me.. yup! i'm a good listener.! smile and smile... xtahu la mcm mna crita pasal xpuas hti pkcik tuh kn boleh plak tercerita pasal realiti kehidupan. mcm conversation between father n daughter pon ada... so much advise la jg pak cik cina tuh bagi.. and I'm glad to meet him. 

  smpai satu part ni... uncle tu ckp about responsibilities.he said ''mostly young generation nowdays  forgot about their background. dumping parents to an old folks home and not much they never back to see their parents when they feel the money. so I told you.. never let your parents alone.''

 forever alone agaknya......

     me myself pon eager la mau tahu kn uncle ni ada anak ka x..why in sudden he talks about responsibility ... cerita punya cerita.. he said " me unmarried. so how mau ada anak??? you are good .. think about you parents and i wish you luck for your long journey after this.. you know when you have no one .. no partner life.. like me.. feel so lonely.. when i sick and i cant bear the pain. i cant even walk, I call budak2 to buy me food and as reward i give him 5 to 6 ringgit bg dia beli gula (masa ni mau gelak pon ada juga... sbb aku lmbt pick up. gula? apa kaitan? myb it means candy. haha).. for me healthy is better than rich. what for if you got money but you cant walk or maybe paralized on bed and the only thing u can ask is asking people to do things for you..being rich? its ok but when you are old oredy, you dont want that. mkn nasi telur goreng sudah cukup ma... you only need an attention from your sons... hope to meet you again young lady" aku xtau mo ckp apa.. mmpu ckp thanks and hope u get well soon uncle.. mau thu jg why unmarried tp tkt jg xpasal2 kluar kung fu plak uncle tu kan.. hehehe

    rasanya.. ini la mkna forever alone tuh kan.. what a pity...

smpai ni jak la erk entry ni bertaip sbb dah penat and byk bnda mau settle esok.. bye... i'm signing out, salam sayang :)

My chapters…. <3

Who are your playfellow?? Where was your playground or platform??? What kind of childhood cycle you have been through? It’s quite a long time not to take a trip to that island.. (-_-)’’ it was a night long ago on my birthday.. I don’t have idea why.. shall I post it here? Mention here?? Huh? What?? Don’t answer my Qs..  just silence! forget it…nothing special on that day…

Ok… the chapter flies…

     

      Let’s begin… One of the pieces where I learned it from him. Even though he is younger than me but his way of thinking like ‘phewww’ matured than me myself. I never thought why he came into my life. Maybe  because I never care the reasons of people hurl themselves into my life.. same case like this one lorh… but then I  knew it… Allah xbiarkan hambanya bersendirian dlm mnjalani hidup dan mencari jalanNya… he gave me advice like I’m his youngest sister.. hehe! Have u had a friend like that? There is so much thing I can learn from his life. Wealthy doesn’t give any meaning when you are lonely and empty.. yup… that’s true! He is the guy who cried when giving me an advice and examples from his own story. He told me to be strong enough in the future and be matured. The words I remember bout him.” Maturity is not measured by the number of ages. It is measured by the way you act and think. There was one point where I got into big probs and I don’t have anyone to talk to and I have to face it alone. It doesn’t mean I don’t have a friend like you who cares but I’m shy because I’m a boy. I don’t want you look down at me when I’m not strong. That’s why I keep silent and continue to wake up from my daydreaming.  From there I started to try my best to be the best and from that point I changed! Be a better person. Me myself also cried all the night until one night I drove myself to somewhere to have a peace.. and I found it.. back to our Creature.’’ See?? Matured kan? Semoga berbahagia ya kawan di samping yg tersayang… J x lama lg brthday dia tu yg tringat mo mention dia dkt sini… 

Hm… next chapter…

      

        I’m in a relationship…

Relationship? Ok it’s true… relationship with  mini tests + xmass holiday + study week + final! So here my pray for all students…

  ‘ good luck and do the best for your future! Remember not to waste those papers! Don’t kill trees! Don’t love your ink! It is better to release lead for your future than killing trees…’’

  Jom ingat balik apa kata naib canselor cakap masa dia alu2kan first year student masa orientasi hari tuh….

   ‘’ saya menyeru pelajar baharu tolong focus pada pelajaran di Universiti. Bercintala dgn pelajaran, bertunanglah dgn mengulangkaji, berkahwinla dgn peperiksaan dan berbulan madula dgn kejayaan. Hanya kejayaan peribadi mmbawa kebahagiaan kpd kedua ibubapa mu nnt. Tiada apa yg lbh mmbahgiakn ibubapa dpd melihat anda semua nnt menerima ijazah di dewan yg bertuah ini nnt. Di dewan Canselor ini anda bermula, di sinilah akhir kembara ilmu semua pelajar baharu nnt’’ amin ya Rabb… semoga semua Berjaya…..

Ehem3……… focus Nampak kmurang mmbaca… hehe.. focus ka??

Ok… saya tingglkn sedikit nota untuk kita semua ya..

# try to appreciate every single thing that travel into your life. It may be helpful in future….. :) In sya Allah…. We don’t know when malaikat maut datang kn.. so be ready…

Bila mention pasal malaikat maut teringat mati x?? hehe Alhamdulillah…..

Salam sayang dari blog ke blog….  sapa yg terbaca warkah kali ini.. terima kasih…. Esok2 boleh Datang lg.. :)

             

 

open the window and see the grey sky???

assalamualaikum.. :)
lamanya x touch up blogg ni..
almaklumlah bz bha...
dont forget to play that green collumn ok?
lets read more....

secret makes women.. is it? # found in detective conan's comic. aku baca comic? hmmmm mcm x pcaya kn.. :) serious, its not me.. bha..

       today I have done my individual song presentation in Mandarin class.. interesting aite? who knows laoshi asked his students to sing a song.. opps.. not a song.. two songs actually.. and its quite fun in his class even though every class got test.. hehe cannot upload my video presentation because it is a SECRET! :)
 
      what else about secret? nothing much it just something that you cannot even translate into any languages or any words in this world or maybe hand gasture or or body languages.. secret is something that not related to your buddies. like what you are feeling in your grey day... hm.. warms your smile, its helpful sometime.

      what I want to mention here.. dont be sad! like what my friend said..'' sometimes kita memang la ada rasa sedih tp semua tu bisikan dpd syaitan.. kita ni sbagai hamba yang Maha Esa kena cekal. yakin dan berfikir secara rasional.''. heheh.. She suppose to be a great motivator one day.. :)

      I dont even knoe why sometimes I said like this like that, giving examples to my friends.. but at last me myself doesnt have any solution into any probs.. haha! is that funny? like a bunny waving his ears.. :P hm its just me wanna run from a prob? hello... i'm trying to take a rest before doing the best.. boleh ka mcm tu??? and at one moment, my friend said ' ko ingat ka sblm ni ko pena ckap dgn aku.. dlm hidup ni benda yang kita takut tu la yang akan terjadi. tahu knapa? sebab kita sengaja diuji oleh Allah' <--- aku ckp mcm ni? hm.. (terkena balik la plak) I feel like someone throws a pillow towards me.. I need more times to go for vacation. heheh I wish there is in the future.  :)

   have you ever hung a heavy picture on a wall???
if you have, you know that you can knock on the wall to locate the wooden beam underneath the plaster that will support the picture. when you knock on the wall, listen carefully for the change in sounds. what ever you did.. did you know everything got at least a reason?.  :) Allah's secrets are wonderful. :) so dont be sad! have faith friends..

   sorry readers and followers.. this time I dont have attach any photo or what. just words. sorry again. its not so interesting aite? but if you are thinking and re-think.. you may find somthing.. it is a SECRET!
nimen zaijain!!
assalamualaikum.
salam sayang dari seorang sahabat.. :)