My chapters…. <3

Who are your playfellow?? Where was your playground or platform??? What kind of childhood cycle you have been through? It’s quite a long time not to take a trip to that island.. (-_-)’’ it was a night long ago on my birthday.. I don’t have idea why.. shall I post it here? Mention here?? Huh? What?? Don’t answer my Qs..  just silence! forget it…nothing special on that day…

Ok… the chapter flies…

     

      Let’s begin… One of the pieces where I learned it from him. Even though he is younger than me but his way of thinking like ‘phewww’ matured than me myself. I never thought why he came into my life. Maybe  because I never care the reasons of people hurl themselves into my life.. same case like this one lorh… but then I  knew it… Allah xbiarkan hambanya bersendirian dlm mnjalani hidup dan mencari jalanNya… he gave me advice like I’m his youngest sister.. hehe! Have u had a friend like that? There is so much thing I can learn from his life. Wealthy doesn’t give any meaning when you are lonely and empty.. yup… that’s true! He is the guy who cried when giving me an advice and examples from his own story. He told me to be strong enough in the future and be matured. The words I remember bout him.” Maturity is not measured by the number of ages. It is measured by the way you act and think. There was one point where I got into big probs and I don’t have anyone to talk to and I have to face it alone. It doesn’t mean I don’t have a friend like you who cares but I’m shy because I’m a boy. I don’t want you look down at me when I’m not strong. That’s why I keep silent and continue to wake up from my daydreaming.  From there I started to try my best to be the best and from that point I changed! Be a better person. Me myself also cried all the night until one night I drove myself to somewhere to have a peace.. and I found it.. back to our Creature.’’ See?? Matured kan? Semoga berbahagia ya kawan di samping yg tersayang… J x lama lg brthday dia tu yg tringat mo mention dia dkt sini… 

Hm… next chapter…

      

        I’m in a relationship…

Relationship? Ok it’s true… relationship with  mini tests + xmass holiday + study week + final! So here my pray for all students…

  ‘ good luck and do the best for your future! Remember not to waste those papers! Don’t kill trees! Don’t love your ink! It is better to release lead for your future than killing trees…’’

  Jom ingat balik apa kata naib canselor cakap masa dia alu2kan first year student masa orientasi hari tuh….

   ‘’ saya menyeru pelajar baharu tolong focus pada pelajaran di Universiti. Bercintala dgn pelajaran, bertunanglah dgn mengulangkaji, berkahwinla dgn peperiksaan dan berbulan madula dgn kejayaan. Hanya kejayaan peribadi mmbawa kebahagiaan kpd kedua ibubapa mu nnt. Tiada apa yg lbh mmbahgiakn ibubapa dpd melihat anda semua nnt menerima ijazah di dewan yg bertuah ini nnt. Di dewan Canselor ini anda bermula, di sinilah akhir kembara ilmu semua pelajar baharu nnt’’ amin ya Rabb… semoga semua Berjaya…..

Ehem3……… focus Nampak kmurang mmbaca… hehe.. focus ka??

Ok… saya tingglkn sedikit nota untuk kita semua ya..

# try to appreciate every single thing that travel into your life. It may be helpful in future….. :) In sya Allah…. We don’t know when malaikat maut datang kn.. so be ready…

Bila mention pasal malaikat maut teringat mati x?? hehe Alhamdulillah…..

Salam sayang dari blog ke blog….  sapa yg terbaca warkah kali ini.. terima kasih…. Esok2 boleh Datang lg.. :)

             

 

open the window and see the grey sky???

assalamualaikum.. :)
lamanya x touch up blogg ni..
almaklumlah bz bha...
dont forget to play that green collumn ok?
lets read more....

secret makes women.. is it? # found in detective conan's comic. aku baca comic? hmmmm mcm x pcaya kn.. :) serious, its not me.. bha..

       today I have done my individual song presentation in Mandarin class.. interesting aite? who knows laoshi asked his students to sing a song.. opps.. not a song.. two songs actually.. and its quite fun in his class even though every class got test.. hehe cannot upload my video presentation because it is a SECRET! :)
 
      what else about secret? nothing much it just something that you cannot even translate into any languages or any words in this world or maybe hand gasture or or body languages.. secret is something that not related to your buddies. like what you are feeling in your grey day... hm.. warms your smile, its helpful sometime.

      what I want to mention here.. dont be sad! like what my friend said..'' sometimes kita memang la ada rasa sedih tp semua tu bisikan dpd syaitan.. kita ni sbagai hamba yang Maha Esa kena cekal. yakin dan berfikir secara rasional.''. heheh.. She suppose to be a great motivator one day.. :)

      I dont even knoe why sometimes I said like this like that, giving examples to my friends.. but at last me myself doesnt have any solution into any probs.. haha! is that funny? like a bunny waving his ears.. :P hm its just me wanna run from a prob? hello... i'm trying to take a rest before doing the best.. boleh ka mcm tu??? and at one moment, my friend said ' ko ingat ka sblm ni ko pena ckap dgn aku.. dlm hidup ni benda yang kita takut tu la yang akan terjadi. tahu knapa? sebab kita sengaja diuji oleh Allah' <--- aku ckp mcm ni? hm.. (terkena balik la plak) I feel like someone throws a pillow towards me.. I need more times to go for vacation. heheh I wish there is in the future.  :)

   have you ever hung a heavy picture on a wall???
if you have, you know that you can knock on the wall to locate the wooden beam underneath the plaster that will support the picture. when you knock on the wall, listen carefully for the change in sounds. what ever you did.. did you know everything got at least a reason?.  :) Allah's secrets are wonderful. :) so dont be sad! have faith friends..

   sorry readers and followers.. this time I dont have attach any photo or what. just words. sorry again. its not so interesting aite? but if you are thinking and re-think.. you may find somthing.. it is a SECRET!
nimen zaijain!!
assalamualaikum.
salam sayang dari seorang sahabat.. :)

Assalamualaikum...
ok! Mandarin class! hoho...
the most frighten class ever...
 how u feel when a joyful class turns to examination hall..??

  and this might happen..  aha! :") berjaya biar sama sama bha...
we all enjoy the class but when it turns to TEST! yeah!! gotta! all of us be the dolly.. 'eksen' bz studying but actually playing at the back...
 I wonder why laoshi always do test,.. and next week got oral test..!!
every time enter his class me got to focus! no bubbling otherwise he will ask you to speak mandarin.. haha! u fail to answer every character of chinese, he deduct 25% .. see?? how strict he is... always remember me about this..

   this is what he will put on your paper if u didnt ask him any Q in class.. remember what he said" when I ask u, u got Q or not?? u answer me "geleng-geleng".. ok.. then when the paper come out dont make me give big Q .."
simple ait??
so do ask QUESTIONS !
 heeeee.... individual presentation is next week... aiyooo.... my first time speaking chinese in front others..
ok I'll make it!
please do come again.. thanks readers for reading my "xberasas" story.
and I realise something.. me TERGLOBALIZE dengan bahasa rojak...
sekian.

friends, thanks !

Distance don’t diminish the strength of our friendship.

 I am grateful to know that even though we might not talk all the time or see each other all the time, you are still there and I can count on you.  I know if I called you in the middle of the night you would pick up the phone. And maybe the scarcity of our time together makes that time even more valuable.When I look around at all of you, almost none of us are living exactly the lives we had planned.  I have learned from watching you all that life does not subscribe to our plans.  But that’s alright because when life gets crazy and chaotic and overwhelming, we are there for each other.

And knowing we are there for each other, 200 or 2,000 miles away, makes me happy and grateful.  Thanks for being there at the other end of the phone or the email or the text and thanks for staying you.
I know people who must see a friend frequently to consider them as a “close” friend. Thank goodness not everyone is like that! I would have felt much lonelier at various times throughout my life without the long-distance yet still close friends.

Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart.

like what Gloria Naylor said,“Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.”
 but friends like u guys I've met for a long time are very rare and hard to find.. :)  oh no!!!
time! I've to go...  my lecturer might band me if I cnt make it.. wish me luck.. next week I got a lot of Questions waiting for me...
please do come again.. ")

holiday = :( / :)

              hm... just nothing actually... let's learn about something that we called happy..
like what laoshi asked me in his class...
laoshi: ni kuaile ma?
me:wo kuaile laoshi.
laoshi: ni gaoxing ma?
 me:wo bu goaxing at all... my holiday is not enough la laoshi.. (my broken mandarin plus english) heheh!
         
          # still remember what he told me. kuaile and gaoxing are not same... they are diff in their deep meaning.. kuaile is something  you feel happy but only temporary. and gaoxing is something you feel happy inside and no time limitation. that's mean u r totally happy...

   why? why? why? I said i'm not happy? actually it's not like that.. at that time I saw a plane at the blue sky.. then me tetiba teringat ni how i kiss my mom b4 me go to the depature... i dnt know actually I'm trying not to cry... I told myself to be strong enough.. I don't like the words 'bye bye'.. laoshi said 'bai bai ' in chinese used for condolences .. they sounds same ait?? that's why I dont like "bye bye" ... 
   bnyak2 bnda dlm dunia ni.. aku paling xsuka naik bus klo mo travel jauh2.. I prefer to book flight.. I really dislike crying....tapi itula yang akan terjadi dengan aku.. I cant deny it.... kalau nek bus ni mesti sepanjang perjalanan rasa sebak jak.... dan sebenarnya itulah rahsiah yang kini bukan lagi rahsiah kepada my readers ni kn... :) aku masi ingat aku duk dalam bus masa mahu pulang ke kolej matrikulasi labuan... fooohyuooo.. naseb bek la masa tuh sahabat ku yusfianah ada.. hehe! miss her... miss sangat2 mo take a trip "balik rumah"= Tawau sama2...

       have you ever feel this way????

              come on..... (O_0,) everybody got the feelings either u realize or not... hehhe hey you don't have to be so serious... me already done with my exams this week.. so now my bed is calling to sleep..... :) i'm my way to bed but not yet sleep.. maybe wanna 5 mins hang out with my fb...
come again.. :)
#sorry lots of grammatical errors. xkesah la grammar mandarin ka bm ka , bahasa inggeris ka....